Must it be war, and the bloodlust of daggers?
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Welcome to the resistance, brother.Loud Speakers MC wrote: ↑Sat Apr 27, 2019 8:26 amHands down, aside from my war-induced/catalyzed addiction to rage/anger, porn is by far the worst addiction of my entire life.
Day 1.
The absolute evil at worst and chaos at least, coming out of women in the physical realm, do not make this any easier at all.containercore wrote: ↑Sat Apr 27, 2019 8:49 amWelcome to the resistance, brother.Loud Speakers MC wrote: ↑Sat Apr 27, 2019 8:26 amHands down, aside from my war-induced/catalyzed addiction to rage/anger, porn is by far the worst addiction of my entire life.
Day 1.
Don't get so down on yourself, Loud Speaker. You're a good guy and even though there's a lot of pain in your life you're still kickin with the rest of us and we're all happy to have you. Relax and enjoy your ability to be a fragment of God separated from the whole so as to perceive it in a true and mortal wayLoud Speakers MC wrote: ↑Mon Apr 29, 2019 7:06 amI am a disgusting piece of worthless human garbage. I "relapsed" after two days.
Back to Day 1.
I am still a high risk suicide veteran as per the VA, and I just wish there was one chick out there to lean on in a time of need without being treated like shit for "being weak" (and I don't just mean sexual urges... I mean life).
However, this is probably never going to be the case in my lifetime for someone of my demographic, and it's by design.
Women still hate me, I still hate them, and it's all part of someone's grand plan, along with the porn.
Hand rubbing intensifies, and good luck trying to relate to a real human woman without having to walk through a metaphorical minefield, you stupid piece of fucking shit (me).
Day 1.